Sunday, February 12, 2012

Is this a test?

I think that this past week... Has been a test of my patience. If it wasn't one thing falling apart it was something else.

On a positive note, I finally got moved into my new house. But all of the things during this journey have just made it more difficult than it honestly needed to be.

First, the previous tenant, who shall remain unnamed.. Had failed to move out when she was supposed to. She failed to leave the washer and dryer... So I've had to drive all over town 273,277 times to do my laundry. And if that wasn't enough, my gas and water are turned off due to her not paying the bills for God only knows how long. And the process to get them turned on in my name because of her being behind, is a huge pain in the ass..

On top of all of those things, I found out that I have Cervical Cancer. Which I know that it is the easiest to "cure"... But when I go to the doctor on Tuesday, I have a feeling I'm going to get the bad end of this deal. And by that I mean that they are going to tell me, my only option is to get a Hysterectomy. And I don't think I'm ready for that. Granted, I have two beautiful children, but who is to say that I am finished having kids? I mean, I would love to have more. I love my kids more than anything... And I'm sure once I found the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with (if I haven't already) , if they don't already have kids, what do I do of they want some of their own? I wouldn't want to hold someone back from having children if that is what they truly wanted. But I guess that's a bridge I will cross once I get there..

As far as my "love life" is concerned... Wouldn't you like to know? ;)

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